Weekly Challenge
When you’re on a Quest you’re bound to find bumps in the road and face challenges on your way. I’m going to try and post a weekly challenge here. You can choose to take on the challenge privately, you can talk about it in the group, or you can even ignore it if you don’t feel it applies to you.
Here is your first weekly challenge:
Part of being Awesome for me is pushing myself out of my comfort zone. My comfort zone sure is comfortable, but not terribly enjoyable. There are a lot of things I hold myself back from. How can you take a step out of that zone this week? What have you been holding yourself back from?
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All that awesomeness that I have been feeling last week is turning into panic. I have been having several attacks a day. I an not seeing much in the way of triggers so I am not sure how to overcome them. Not much to say about them but they suck.
My Comfort Zone is being rattled and shaken and tossed about. I am still trying to push myself and pull through this. I can breath through the panic, it won’t kill me even if it feels like it. I am expanding my Zone, it is like free Cognitive Behavioral Therapy.
I have a tremendous amount of fears. Too many to list. I have some phobias and a lot of social anxiety. I don’t like people as a group (individually I love them). I am trying to stretch this for myself and my kids. I want to LIVE and be alive and not always fearing.
My goal this week is to do one thing each day that I am afraid of, no matter how little. I will blog about each awesome event.
Today when out shopping for last minute birthday presents for Than (shhh!) we were at Old Navy to get him slimmer jeans. The kids saw Tom and Jerry shirts and needed them. I was feeling rushed and a bit stressed. I felt a NO coming up. So I took a deep breath. I thought about it a minute. I said YES! And you know what it was totally worth it.
